I've been learning a lot about process lately, about how things (at least things of value) take time. Especially when it comes to closure and preparation. God has been bringing me through both of those kinds of processes over the past few weeks.
Anyways, God's been teaching me a lot in this area, particularly when it comes to teaching me to slow down and be willing to let him do stuff his way. He is the Healer, and desires to see his children whole from the inside out. He isn't interested in triage or pain-free treatments. He is interested in growth, change, and transformation of the deepest kind and in the most dangerous way. I think of the boy who was changed into the dragon in C.S. Lewis' Voyage of the Dawn Treader, whom Aslan was more than willing to make human again. The process was not painless and it took awhile, but the end result was beautiful and something to be talked about; much more preferable to an easy patch-up or ignoring the problem.
God is more than an easy fix. We are the clay; the Lord is the potter, and wants to make us into vessels full of truth and life. The process involves bending and submission on our part. It requires malleability. It's not necessarily fun; but it makes us all the more whole, and gives the Lord all the more glory.
Finally, through the process, we grow. I have grown. I am growing. I am healing more fully and completely. I am growing to understand more of who the Lord calls me to be. I am becoming stronger, I am maturing. I am coming to recognize more of His abounding grace and overflowing mercy. And as if the list wasn't already overwhelming enough, I can add one more reason to praise Him.